Saturday 25 February 2012

Sem Baru....Azam Baru....


Hmm...sedar tak sedar dah nak masuk baru....adui bermula lah kehidupan stress sebagai seorang pelajar U....hehe...last few days....just got my result....nduk bah totally dissapointed lah ngan result...kalo nak ikutkan salah aku sendiri jugak....too much fun I think....As always, slalu terkena kejutan budaya....bukan pada tempat tapi pada course tu sendiri..haha....Punah harapan ku mau dpt biasiswa ni....Apa yang aku melalut ni...So we back to the point, sem ni aku tak nak tamak sgt dah nak amik byk sgt subjek..Karang aku jugak yang terangkat semua tu..

Seriously, ada jugak baiknya aku tak balik sem ni...It gives me times to recap all things that I have mess up during last sem...In these few weeks, I thought a lot...How life can be unfair sometimes...how people treat u and other things...Totally a lot of thought....Well, kejayaan tu kan tak mungkin datang bergolek, ia harus ada usaha...So, aku fikir dan berfikir, result yang aku dapat ni reflect usaha aku sem lepas...which is not good enough. So sem ni aku kena usaha atleast 2 times than last sem untuk recover pointer aku....Byk pengajaran yang aku dapat dari sem lepas...

1) Never delay ur lab report/ assignment.(Byk buang masa time study week pasal nak siapkan dua benda ni)

2)Prepare & study for ur test and quizzes. ( Ur OGA really effect ur result...Mana taknya ratio tuk most subject 60:40...exam just 40%)
3) Jangan ponteng kelas..(1 hour class boleh cover byk benda...& u will lost for the next class)

Kalo aku fikir balik, bodohnya aku...it's kinda hurt feeling u know to inform result like that to ur parent...it feels that I kinda disappointing them... eventhough my mum said "it's ok..try harder next sem"...but I know deep inside her kinda dissappointed....they flew me away to this place Arau and I just got that kinda of result for them...I felt useless and ashamed to myself coz they sacrifice a lot for me...I'm so sorry mum dad...I'm kinda dissapointing u guys...I'll promise to try harder this sem....

So buka sem ni kena ada azam baru....No more play, need to work on my study...(Tapi sekali-sekala boleh la saja release tension)...hehe...
Ini hanya lah luahan hati seorang insan yang begitu rindukan keluarganya...
papun mulakan harimu dengan senyuman...:)

p/s: Mum, thanx for keep in faith on me and always support all of us on what we are doing...:)






 

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